我們的初夏

小水點依附著塵埃墜落人間，
打在我們的髮上臉上身上雨傘上。
粘答答的頭髮似乎散發著某種不討好的氣味，
想用手指把髮絲分開，卻被圈圈纏上。


空氣中透著冰涼，薄薄的一層擦過肌膚留下的痕跡若有若無。
踏過地上淺淺的水窪，濺開的水花四散沾到小腿，

打在傘上的雨聲其實很好聽。

其實真的很好聽，
傾盆而下的雨聲令人恍然，想流淚。


如果可以，真想一直活在感動裡。

i think

i know but i don't want to admit,
i care but i don't want to show.

i smile but i want to tear,
i stay but i want to go.

i hear but i don't want to listen,
i say but i don't want to tell.

i hate but i pretend to love,
i love, but i pretend to hate.

i mutter and i mutter and i mutter,

to no one but myself.

since 27/4