i think

i know but i don't want to admit,
i care but i don't want to show.

i smile but i want to tear,
i stay but i want to go.

i hear but i don't want to listen,
i say but i don't want to tell.

i hate but i pretend to love,
i love, but i pretend to hate.

i mutter and i mutter and i mutter,

to no one but myself.

since 27/4